going blind

it’s gotten to the point
where i’ll jack off
to just about anything now:

that pretty evening news
anchor on channel 4

the fat lady always waiting
for a bus across
the street

the memory of my aging
3rd grade teacher

the hand on the Home
Shopping Channel
that models diamond
rings and gold tennis
bracelets

the simple idea of a
woman loving me.

in fact,
i’m getting excited
just at the thought
of you reading my words.

my hand is down
my pants
and i’m fondling and
stroking myself
as you are reading this.

please.
read on.

do you like my words?
do you like them?

read me!
read me!

oh yes.  that’s nice!
yes!

hold it!
please don’t move!

yes...

i hope it was
just as good
for you?

 

-published in Babel Magazine